I made a contract with the TV, before I knew what a contract is. I recently I meet a woman who told me after she stopped watching television for three years she was able to fully connect on a higher level to her vibration and channel into her deeper self. By doing so, she was able to connect to a deeper part of herself. She knew it was always there, but was never able to tap into it because of the frequency of the TV was keeping her always on.
I’m a product of TV. I come from a mother that used it as a way of raising me. I was consumed by hours and hours of it. Later, I decided to keep that contract alive -unconsciously - which is where I find myself now. I need to understand why I am allowing this white noise to cripple my own spiritual growth. By allowing myself to practice this, it keeps me in a place in which I am unable to move to the next level. I have to ask myself how is this helping me to reach my Magnificence? How am I reaching my higher frequency within myself? Am I truly able to grow deeper within myself? The real question is how I have allowed TV to run my creative self, blocking my spiritual connection to source and God-like energy. I'm here trying to connect to my own story and find out what does my real story look like. How am I a storyteller? A guide? A mover and a created being? How can I use myself as an example of what it feels like to go further within your own self if i am wasting time watching Television?!
Now, I do love being in the world of fantasy. I love to be able to go away to that far place that does not exist. But by allowing it to consume me as an adult on a daily basis is not reasonable. I need to practice what it really means to be reasonable within my time and not practice avoiding my own self. I need to spend time with a deeper part of myself and get to know ME better. Creating a bond, a trust and a love that knows I am listening.
It’s never to late to rewrite any contract you make with yourself. You make up your own rules and its up to you to rewrite your existence however it best suits you. So here I am out loud, changing my own history within myself and realizing how deep I really want to get within myself. I choose DEEP!!!
Born and raised in Los Angeles, Nona’s life began as a fairytale. She was the daughter of a famous actress Sue Lyon (Lolita), and NFL player (Roland Harrison). Her father was absent for most of her childhood, and being a bi-racial child, she had questions at a very early age about why she looked so different.
By age 12, Sue remarried, and her relationship with her mother was never the same. Nona was kicked out of her house and by the age of 13 she was taken to a halfway house. That same year her mother placed her in an insane asylum where she stayed for almost 3 months. That kind of betrayal by her mother, a woman she once idolized, broke Nona’s spirit in a way which would take years to recover from. The author currently lives in Los Angeles…
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